harlow, here i am again, blogging from home.

yesh, i'm at home , resting and recovering from my painful weekend.

last saturday was our final weekend practice and whew, i must say even at last minute, they still made changes to our formation.

on saturday i left home at 12 pm + and came home at 2 am. yesh, 2 am

on sunday it was the same time.

now for the important part, my thighs hurt!

and this reminds me of my first practice where my thighs hurt.

i used to only have to jump 3 times for the whole performance, now i have to jump around 15 times. walao, it hurts ok!

now i'm just trying to nurse my thighs back to recovery so that it doesn't hurt anymore.

i have another last rehearsal on wednesday. FINAL REHEARSAL

.. before D - day on 31/8

our performance is at night, after the brass band, ours is the finale.

and yesh, it will be aired on tv.

i won't be around cyber much. there's too much going on this side for the preparation.

oh, you guys check out the gym boys k?

yesterday they were practicing formation and i get to see it.

they were superby excellent, i feel like crying because i'm so proud of them.

i'm very proud of them. :)

four level tower. whew.

yesh , i will be exhausted and nervous and such but with faith, i can pull this through.

a lot of people will frowned and asked me as if i'm stupid

" you very free is it? no assignment to do is it? can join this thing?"

well, now i fire back.

" this is my responsibility. to myself and to Soka Gakkai. it is my duty. my challenge. a hurdle i have to overcome. you might think i'm wasting time but i don't. because i know this might benefit me in a long run. just like i was sent to national service. "

if you're my true friend, you won't question me. instead all you need to do is believe in me and support me.
..

just five more days.

.. isn't it normal i feel jittery and butterflish inside??

and last but not least..

to all performers.. jia you.. gambateh.. we can do it! just a bit more!

let's create history together

-lotsa love-
* Jazlyn*

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