all my life , i always have an online friend .. met them in various ways .. and the weird thing is ?? i never met any of them .. sure , you might think online friends are superficial. they are not real.. bla bla bla ... but at the end of the day, when you're all stressed out and burnt out, you had a fight with your best friend .. and you switch on the comp.. feeling like the world owe you something .. that's when you will feel good to have an online friend ..

so far, all my online friends have been decent people.. (bless me for finding decent people) ... =P .. for me, online and offline friends are the same .. they're people .. i have been having online friends since i was 15 .. they come and go, move, get married .. etc etc .. lost contact .. .lalala..

no idea where i'm leading to huh ? lol.. hmm.. let's see.. currently i do have online friends .. and i never had online friends i met due to mutual interest .. yeah well, i did met Travis because of normal man hormone lust .. (don't ask) but we became friends after i decline .. and we still are.. 5 years baby!! =) and he's around the globe ..

so anyways.. wanna intro to you guys my online friends who well.. have same interest with me . repeat .. J.A.Y C.H.O.U .. hehe .. yea, that handsome bloke who sings great songs ..



* see, i refer jay as handsome, not cute!

victim no 1 .

Name : Juju
Location : Singapore
How did she find me? : Blog hopping ..
Why ? : JAY CHOU
Address : Editted soon

she is the one who constantly pokes fun at me .. the one who i tell some secrets too
the one who guest blogged not only once but twice ..
.. and also the one who is obsessed with



her .. =.=''

can imagine her going .. " OMG, hebe so ciao.. "
double sweat .. =.=''''

but never mind ju, me love you.. omg.. too much mushiness towards juju .. er ..

victim no 2.

Name: Karyn
Location :Probably 10 - 15 mins
How did i find her? : Here. she is one of the moderator .
Why? : JAY CHOU
Address : I wanna reach for the stars

karyn is way more mature than me ... way way way .. i think when she's 30 , i would still behave like i'm 20.. =P .. but love love her too ...

oh, special victim ..



victim no 3.


Name : Jasmine
Location : Penang
How did she find me : Blog hopping
Why?: WU CHUN
Address: Little space of me

this bubbly cutie goes blog hopping and found my blog .. and to discover we both love the same fei lun hai cutie .. ^.^ ..

and another mutual interest ..

victim no 4.


Name: Marese
Location : Philipines
How did she find me : Blog hopping
Why? MY BLOG
Address : Apple stories

she loves my blog and she's always so so bubbly .. and i had managed to get her listening to fahrenheit and jay .. *evil laugh* .. and she had guest blog for me too .. here


hehe , that's it for today ..



oh oh oh .. she might kill me if i forget this ..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARYN !!



-Jlyn-

Labels: bday wish, jay chou, wu chun

;4:10 PM

Create your own Friend Test here

anyways .. here are the real answers and explanation behind my quiz which was displayed on the right side of my blog for almost three months ..

* Diao bu diao oh Jay <3 *

Q1. which is my fave jay chou song??

- duan le de xuan
- fa ru xue
- jian dan ai
- jie kou

i think most people get confused because i always play random jay songs .. but my fave would be fa ru xue for that is the song that made me fell in love with jay's songs. of course duan le de xuan was very addictive, jian dan ai was my feel good song and jie kou is my emo song .. but my fave would still be fa ru xue .. the song that make me start looking at jay and his talents (yesh, i'm a late jay fan.. but better late than never right?? )

* Baby Waddy .. <3 *

Q2. what is my teddy bear's name ?

-wadby
-wabby
-wabdy
-waddy

the answer is WADDY .. since the teddy was given to me by my ex housemate Adrian for my 19th birthday .. and I call him Addy from time to time .. so in the end , decided to add a W in front and thus , my teddy Waddy is born hehe ..

Q3. which is not my fave color?

- yellow
- white
- green
- black

i dun like green.. except for nature .. yellow is a natural liking due to my surname .. "huang" .. white and black compliment each other and compliments the color pink.. green does not go with anything i have .. and plus , i don't look good in green... i like nature though .. =)

Q4. how many blogs i had before this?

- 1
- 3
- 8
- 4

the correct answer is 4 ... if you do know me, you would know i changed blog often .. before this blogspot one .. i had an old blogspot, a xanga, a friendster and a bravejournal.. all within 2 years ..

*EWWWWWWWW .. >.< *

Q5. what is the biggest turn off for me ?

- guys who drink
- play boys
- guys with long hair
- nerds

i could tolerate guys who drink .. i din mention how much he drink .. hehe ... once in a while i drink too .. play boys are fine but dangerous .. and nerds are well.. nerdy but smart .. but but but.. i have yet to see a long hair guy which attracts me ... i just have this turn off for guys with long hair .. not below the collar please

Q6. which of these i still have since i was 8 ?

- security blanket
- smelly pillow
- smelly bolster
- squashed teddy

like any other kid, i dun have a security blanket *look at rong * and smelly bolster * look at shin* or any teddy that is squashed .. but i do have a smelly pillow.. which i bring everywhere .. hehe ...



Q7. when is my bday?

- 14 august
- 17 august
- 16 august
- 15 august

this is the basic question .. a bonus actually hehe .. answer is 15 ... i share bday with Ben Affleck .. =)

Q8. which one of these i CAN do?

- sing
- ride a bike
- swim
- write essay

i sing like a frog.. alto i still love singing .. i can't ride a bike .. not that balance and i can't swim.. so i can only write essay .. i'm sick, i know .. i like to write essays .. i like to elaborate words and twist them around .. nyanyanya ...

* not you .. *

Q9. which animal i HAD NOT taken care of ?

- dog
- chicks
- hamsters
- fishes

i have yet to take care of a dog before .. my cousin once had a hamster Snowy .. which died .. T.T .. and i had fishy.. my fave was Seaking, a fighting fish .. which also died .. T.T .. and yesh , i took care of chicks also .. my cousins chicks.. so adorable little things.. 3 of them.. Muthusamy, Meow and No Name.. please don't ask me why their name so weird.. =S .. they grew up to be pretty roosters and grandma "so called" send them to their happy place.. =(

Q10. which one is not my nickname ?

- kiki
- fang fang
- lynny
- khai

back in high school, people call me khai .. cause some have difficulties to remember my chinese name .. =( .. so they opt for my middle name .. kiki was later reinvented by my gang in high school.. fang fang .. yesh, a poodle name was given to me by one of my NS buddy .. only he calls me that .. no one has ever called me lynny.. haha .. sounds weird le ...

i might make a new quiz soon.. hehe .. so stay tune .. and today you can walk off , learning a thing or two about me ..

ciao

- Jlyn -

oh btw .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA .. =)

Labels: bday wish, daily rant, jay chou, pix

;12:41 PM

Lately I been talking so much about the new SHE album and songs .. This is another worth listening to.. a tribute written to Jay and his lyricist Vincent Fang..

Here I will do a little song breakdown for “Jie Kou” sang by SHE ..

藉口 jie kou Excuse



在伊斯坦堡的你 愛情最后的戰役中
zai yi si tan bao de ni, ai qing zui hou de zhan yi zhong
The you in 'Istanbul', in the 'last battle' of love

· yi si tan bao [ Istanbul] from Jay’s first album, self titled track 7
· zui hou de zhan yi [ last battle ] is from album 8 dimension track 10


說了第一九四三句對不起之后
shuo le di yi jiu si san ju dui bu qi zhi hou
After saying the '1943'rd sentence of Sorry

· 1943 refers to Jay’s song “shanghai 1943” track 6 of his fantasy album
* Dui bu qi [sorry] is also from his fantasy album track 7


想簡單愛卻開不了口
xiang jian dan ai que kai bu liao kou
Wanting to have a 'simple love' yet I 'can't open my mouth'

· jian dan ai [ simple love] is from jay’s fantasy album track 3
* kai bu liao kou [ can’t open my mouth ] is from the same album track 5

倒數后開始與安靜斗牛
dao shu hou kai shi yu an jing dou niu
After counting down I start having a 'bullfight' with 'silence'

*dou niu [bullfight] is from jay’s first album self titled track 5
* an jing [ silence ] is from jay’s fantasy track 10


像龍卷風一掃而過
xiang long juan feng yi sao er guo
Like a 'tornado' sweeping across

· long juan feng [ tornado ] is from jay’s self titled album track 9

過去的影像不再有
guo qu de ying xiang bu zai you
No longer have an impression of the past


情話飄散成千里之外一曲東風破
qing hua piao san cheng qian li zhi wai yi qu dong feng po
Love talk has dissipated into a melody of 'east wind breaks' a 'thousand miles away'

* dong feng po [ east wind breaks] is from jay’s ye hui mei album track 5
* qian li zhi wai [a thousand miles away] is from jay’s still fantasy album track 3


聽媽媽的話 別讓我受傷
ting ma ma de hua, bie rang wo shou shang
'Listen to Mother's words', don't let me get hurt

* this line was taken from jay’s ting mama de hua [ listen to mom’s words] and edited .. original line was

“ting ma ma de hua , bie rang ta shou shang”
Listen to mother’s words, don’t let her get hurt


你的爛借口 分裂了你我
ni de lan jie kou, fen lie le ni wo
Your lousy 'excuse' has 'split' us up


· jie kou [ excuse] was from jay’s orange jasmine album track 3
* fen lie [ split ] was from 8 dimension track 6


同一種調調 沒有軌跡的痛
tong yi zhong diao diao, mei you gui ji de tong
'Same kind of tune', without the 'tracks' of pain


* tong yi zhong diao diao [ the same kind of tune ] from album ye hui mei track 7
* gui ji [tracks] from hidden ep 1 album

好瞎的借口 飄移了你我
hao xia de jie kou, piao yi le ni wo
Your blind 'excuse' has 'drifted' us away


* piao yi [drift] is from jay’s November chopin album track 11 , also one of the soundtrack of Initial D, the movie


困獸之斗 在在在在在在在
kun shou zhi dao, zai zai zai zai zai zai zai
In 'the battle of the trapped beasts', zai zai zai zai zai zai zai


* kun shou zhi dao [ battle of the trapped beast] is from album orange jasmine track 8
*the lyrics “zai`zai zai “ is reference from jay’s song huo yuan jia [fearless] where he sings “huo huo huo”


在這亂舞春秋
zai zhe luan wu chun qiu
In this 'chaotic dance of spring and autumn'


* luan wu chun qiu [ chaotic dance of spring and autumn ] is from album orange jasmine track 7


你的爛借口
ni de lan jie kou
Your lousy excuse


你的爛借口
ni de lan jie kou
Your lousy excuse


每當孤單的時候 望著那反方向的鐘
mei dang gu dan de shi hou, wang zhe na fan fang xiang de zhong
Whenever I feel lonely, I will look to that 'anti-clockwise clock'

*fan fang xiang de zhong [ anti clockwise clock] is from jay’s self titled album track 10


尋找那暗號讓我回到過去生活
xun zhao na an hao rang wo hui dao guo qu sheng huo
Finding that 'secret signal' to let me go back to life before

· an hao [ secret signal ] from 8 dimension album track 3


相信髮如雪你也愛我
xiang xin fa ru xue ni ye ai wo
Believing that even when my 'hair is like snow' you will still love me

· fa ru xue [ hair like snow ] from November chopin album track 3


現實中完美主義不再有
xian shi zhong wan mei zhu yi bu zai you
In reality there's no longer that 'perfect ideal'


*wan mei zhu yi [ perfect ideal ] track 2 from his self titled album


是老斑鳩提醒著我
shi lao ban jiu ti xing le wo
It's that old spotted dove that alerted me


· lao ban jiu is from his song “ yin di an na lao ban jiu” – Indian old dove from his self titled album track 8


歡樂時光雙刀揮過
huan le shi guang shuang dao hui guo
'Double knives' whip past during times of enjoyment


· shuang dao [ double knives ] from his album ye hui mei track 11


情感像斷了的弦好一個黑色幽默
qing gan xiang duan liao de xian hao yi ge hei se you mo
The feelings are like a broken bow string, like a 'black humour'


· duan le de xuan [broken string] from jay’s hidden ep 1 album
· hei se you mo [black humour] from jay’s first self titled album track 6


聽媽媽的話 別讓我受傷
ting ma ma de hua, bie rang wo shou shang
'Listen to Mother's words', don't let me get hurt

你的爛借口 分裂了你我
ni de lan jie kou, fen lie le ni wo
Your lousy 'excuse' has 'split' us up

同一種調調 沒有軌跡的痛
tong yi zhong diao diao, mei you gui ji de tong
'Same kind of tune', without the 'tracks' of pain

好瞎的借口 飄移了你我
hao xia de jie kou, piao yi le ni wo
Your blind 'excuse' has 'drifted' us away

困獸之斗 在在在在在在在
kun shou zhi dao, zai zai zai zai zai zai zai
In 'the battle of the trapped beasts', zai zai zai zai zai zai zai

在這亂舞春秋
zai zhe luan wu chun qiu
In this 'chaotic dance of spring and autumn'

外婆 可不可以告訴我
wai po, ke bu ke yi gao shu wo
'Maternal Grandmother' can you please tell me

*wai po [grandmother] is from orange jasmine album track 4

在愛情懸崖有沒有我期待的將軍等候
zai ai qing xuan ya you mei you wo qi dai de jiang jun deng hou
In the 'cliff of love' will the 'general' I'm anticipating appear?

· ai qing xuan ya [cliff of love] – from album fantasy track 1
· jiang jun [general] – from album orange jasmine track 5

園游會裡夜曲美妙彈奏
yuan you hui li ye qu mei miao tan zou
In the 'garden festival' the 'nocturne' is strung beautifully

· yuan you hui [ garden festival ] – album orange jasmine track 9
· ye qu [ nocturne ] – first song on November chopin album

慶祝開心的朋友 我強顏歡笑的度過
qing zhu kai xin de peng you, wo qiang yan huan xiao de du guo
Celebrating with my friends, I try to celebrate it happily

喂 在配唱啦 石鍋拌飯 加顆蛋喔 好
bye wei, zai pei ge la, shi guo ban fan, jia ke dan o, hao bye
Hello, we're harmonising, crockpot with rice, with some egg, ok bye

******

whew .. finally it's done!! hehe .. and to go with it .. here i present to you the song ..



waaa.... now i wanna go shower .. weee

Labels: jay chou, music

;9:54 PM

today, i'm disappointed and sad .. why????

i took lrt then monorail to go times square .. something i wouldn't have done .. but i did ..
i begged my dad to let me go and my dad reluctantly let me go ..

for what?



to see him...




but then .. i never expect so many freaking people to go there .. and the whole place was jammed packed ..

lotsa pushing, screaming , grinding.. i stood in the crowd for 5-15 mins with an uncle's big belly keep bumping into my back.. ewww eww ... =( .. so gross ..

the whole area was pretty crowded .. i was upset and just walked off for a while.. and i turned to my friend and said

"maybe later the crowd will lessen"

yeah right!

but i could only hope .. my body walked away from the scene but my heart was still in it so everytime i hear fan girls screaming .. i imagined he must have walked out, smiled and melted their hearts..

i'm going to be unreasonable and whine and complain here but some of the girls there don't even look like they graduate from primary school, yet they are there with high tech handphones and pushing me on every curve of my body, trying to squeeze thru..

then there are those aunties and uncles.. some with their daughters .. which i kinda understand but some are standing there, taking up space and just pushing with fan girls to get a glimpse.. maybe they might be thinking

"what is this the girls are screaming about? i wanna kepo la .."

argh!! one of the aunties even elbow me .. hello!! auntie !! i din elbow you yet , you dare elbow me ...

some of them just bring kids along to watch .. as if it's some magic show .. and i am squashed at the back, jumping up and down to see my idol .. just a glance at him.. would be enough..

then they are those teenage boys with cameras high up.. just as excited as girls... haish ..

and there's those who don't even know who they are expecting!!

"who ah who ah"
"dunno"

u tell me la.. liddat the place got enough or not??

* top rant was just to bitch .. i'm fucking sad ok.. let me bitch !

i'm glad to see wu chun has so many fans but i'm sad i could not tell him that i love his fahrenheit's songs and he done a great job acting ..

i only managed to hear him sing "zhuan shu tian shi" .. only HEAR, not see... ='(

at least the security people were strict but friendly but what the hell.. it does not make up for wu chun..

and in the midst of it all, there's this pervert asshole who was caught for grabbing girls ass.. damn asshole .. good thing he's caught..

then i thought .. he's just a guy .. normal guy .. who just happens to be TALL and GOOD LOOKING .. and has an ATTRACTIVE VOICE ..

yeah.. @.@ ..

haish, in the end .. i came home with a magazine and a pink ring to soothe and console myself but then in my bag, lays the letter i had wanted to pass to him. :: slips into emo mode::

but then i will still continue to support him .. after all, that's what fans do, right? and it's not his fault that i din get to see him.. =)

hidden in a dark corner ..

-Jlyn-

wanna go curl up and drown in tiny tears ..

Labels: daily rant, emotion, offensive, wu chun

;8:30 PM

wee , it's the hols and me here as usual have activities to fulfill.. let's see..

i won't let this hols passed me by again without any shit done

let's see my list

~ drive [ maybe ]
~ learn to write more chinese
~ help mummy with kitchen work
~ jogging
~ enter photography and essay contest
~ complete flash titled : Which blog suits you most?
~ do my prayers
~ adjust back my sleeping time / be healthy



pretty ambitious huh for three weeks? might even pop in a reunion or two .. =D

oh and i found out bananas are pretty pretty healthy .. hell it cures PMS and hangovers .. that's good enough for me .. no wait, scratch hangovers , i dun get those ..

but just in case ya know .. =P

i declare that :

BANANA IS MY FAVE FRUIT

anyhoo..

it's pixxies time .. very random ok..


NAPPING DRAGON

* thought this qing ting was dead but after a while , it "woke up" and flew away*

NOT THE SAME

* my current nails .. both hands different color .. wee ! *

PINKY SLIPPY

* i love love love my new pink slipper.. haven't even wore it outdoor yet! *

SHINY SILVER

* new sandals.. kenot see.. too dark =( but i love the silver shiny shiny *

so long de no pix of my fave boy! XD

* damn yeng right? -droolz-*

* ain't he such a cutie ? <3
* AHHH .. hottie .. with my fave fruit =P *

and as mentioned in my previous post .. i had fall in love with one of SHE's song ..

the one with Fahrenheit.. damn, i love the emoness in the song ..

i lurrrve the lyrics .. dun care if peeps dun like it .. cause I love it ..

** The boys of Fahrenheit : - Calvin , Chun <3,>

** The girls of SHE :- Hebe , Selina & Ella **

just for your own judgement of the song , here go ahead .. press play and enjoy =)

Xie xie ni de wen rou - SHE and Fei Lun Hai

Ps: did i mention i love blogger's auto save?? more over now colby is sick again .. =(

so listen to the song and tell me what ya think! =)

- JLyn -

Labels: music, pix, wu chun

;11:19 AM

haha .. now now now .. since exam is done .. i shall give a review on SHE's new album Play .. which i obtained from Juju .. thx !








1. Zhong guo hua [ the chinese language ] 中國話

+ i like the rhythm of the song .. and i like the tongue twister in the song.. very cute and catchy.. but i don't like it when ella say "lounge bar" .. sounds weird.. but i like the song quite much. the mv? don't fancy it much.. look at selina's hair .. sampat poh.. =P .. heard this song was banned in China though.. anyone know why???

Rating : 4/5



2. Xie xie ni de wen rou [ thanks for your gentleness ] 謝謝你的溫柔

+ i like this song too .. but as i heard a lot of people said Fahrenheit ruined the song.. =( .. maybe it's just me or because I'm a Fahrenheit fan .. but i find it not that bad .. the first chorus was weird though .. but second chorus onwards .. it seems so sweet.. the lyrics .. "ming ming shi xiang kao jin " [ Obviously wants to go closer ] waa .. it made me feel so .. me ... about him .. but dunno why when i imagine Fahrenheit singing .. i imagine Jiro standing upfront in the center .. blocking the rest of them.. hmmm .. but i like the song ..

Rating : 4.5/5





3. Ting yuan wei ren tan ji ta [ Listening to Yuan Weiren play the guitar ] 聽袁惟仁彈吉他

+ i'm not a fan of ella's rap .. doesn't sound steady yet but i must admit , i like hebe's voice in this song .. very cute and girlish .. a great song .. browse the lyrics de.. one of the song i would hit replay and rewind over and over ... but yeah .. one of my top fave ..

Rating : 4/5




4. Wu yue tian [ Mayday ] 五月天

+ Love this song .. so sweet .. and Selina looks pretty in the video .. and i like the meaning of the song with the tune and all.. waa.. the only thing that spoils the song was ella's rap.. i find it ruined the song .. =(

Rating: 4.5 /5




5. Jie kou [ excuse ] 藉口

+ this song was written as a tribute to jay and his lyricst vincent fang. i pretty much like the way they include a lot of jay's song title in the song itself. but once again, i don't fancy the rapping part much.. cause i feel it is much better if people can hear clearly that the song is made up of jay's song title.. preferred the singing parts .. but i think the zai zai zai is cute =D .. and i love the tune of the song .. very catchy

Rating : 4.5/5




6. BOOM

+ don't fancy this song much .. i dun think the BOOM BOOM BOOM sounds nice.. the lyrics is nice though .. i think it will be better if made into a slow ballad song .. =)

Rating : 3/5






7. Zai bie kang qiao [ Goodbye Cambridge ] 再別康橋

+ i feel that this song has no umph! .. nothing that makes it special.. it's just flat .. nice tune but not memorable.. nothing special =S

Rating : 3/5


8. Lun dun da qiao kua xia lai [ London bridge is falling down] 倫敦大橋垮下來

+ haha .. very very cute song .. the beginning of the song gives a good impression because it sounds very happy and cute.. and as the song goes on .. can imagine urself skipping down the road having a good time .. and everytime the chorus hits , it seems like ur in dreamland ..

Rating :4/5



9. Shuo ni ai wo [ Say you love me ] 說你愛我

+ not bad.. i like the ballady feeling of it .. but also not a song that would stick in mind after a while .. and not enough passion.. well, not till my level la..

Rating: 3.5/5



10. Hao xin qing just be yourself [Good mood, just be yourself ] 好心情 Just Be Yourself

+ not bad of a song , just not my type .. and not a memorable song for me .. i don't get into a fantastic mood when i listen to it .. to me it's just another song that passes by and u wonder .. " what song was that.. oh well"

Rating : 3/5




11. Lao po [ Wife] 老婆 ]

+ reading the lyrics, i find it probably talking about the bond between the three of them and the way they sing it was very sweet.. can imagine sitting down with your best friend and sing it to them .. the cozy feeling .. "peng you jie mei yi bu gou lai xing rong wo men de mo qi " [ Being 'friends and sisters' alone is not enough to describe our chemistry ] .. very sweet ... still trying to connect the title to the song though..

Rating : 4/5



Overall album rating : 4/5

+++++++++++++++++++

ok, that's it .. i'm not a professional music critic so don't believe everything i say.. this is based on my opinion.. and i'm not a hardcore fan of SHE .. i just like their music..

some other older songs I recommend from SHE are :

= Ring ring ring
= Chu dian
= Hou niao
= Lian ren wei man

whew .. on a very random random note .. i wanna say that i'm vain .. so is Karyn ..

wakakaka... OMG .. i'm sleepy de ..

* blogging from hometown *

oh.. i tried to call you last night, no answer..

doubt you'll read this but ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZEEHAN!!!

it's been two years since i last saw you at national service camp .. hope you are well..

Labels: bday wish, chit chat, music

;1:45 AM

Very random chatz.. since I'm so caught up with exams exams exams..

whew..

saying the word exam also tension..

A chat with dad..

Me : Pa, can i get my new phone earlier? Like June maybe?
Dad: Wait till August la.. ur bday then got something to celebrate about
Me: oh ok lor

5 mins of me ranting about the phone and all ..

Me: So pa, August ah ? *hopeful face*
Dad: eh, ur bday not December meh?
Me: no le.. June pa.. my bday June .. June 15
Dad: Aik, I don't remember any of my kids having a bday in June =P
Me: *hopeless* Pa... August le..!!

p/s: my bday is August btw



A chat with a guy friend

Me : *pokes him with one finger*
Him: don't ah.. don't poke me
Me: why?
Him: you know i cannot poke you back..

=.='''

Labels: chit chat

;12:42 AM

* I have 3 exams around the corner but this is a song I feel strongly about .. at the moment since it kinda hightlights me a bit ..*



Artist: Jesse McCartney
Album: Right Where You Want Me
Year: 2006
Title: Just So You Know

** Treat for the ladies =P **

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
can't look away
And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tired my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta sat it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to have feelings
and look the other way
And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tired my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I relized,
it was always there to stand spoken
and I'm waiting here
been waiting here

mmmm.....

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tired my best to let go, of you
but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Lyrics courtesy of Lyricsmania

Labels: emotion, music

;8:52 PM

hmm.. *blur at the moment*

i dunno what to say

like been zha dou nia -.-''

like got ten knives cut through my heart ..

like i need a good cry

but anyways , this is it..

my group's MTV for our assignment..




Song : Creepy Crawlies by OAG

takes a while to load but worth it .. =D

plz give some comment .. either on youtube or here , on my blog =D

psstt .. I like to chat with you ..

Labels: ASSignment grumble, memories, youtube

;1:10 AM

Eventhough you and I don't see eye to eye sometimes but I know we always get along great..

that is until everything falls apart several months ago ..

I dunno if you feel the same

but i miss the good ol times .

ALPHA

i miss the times when we go shower together-gether and make people misunderstand
i miss the times when we go fill bottle together-gether
i miss the dinners we had at all the hb's except hb 1
i miss those nights i come to your room and we chit chat
i miss the nights when i pat you to sleep and sing for you
i miss the nights when we go brush teeth together-gether
i miss our sampat moment when we tried to straighten our hairs
i miss going shopping with you at hb 3
i miss being your next door neighbour and have access to your room
i miss our alpha night where you look like a pretty angel
i miss that time when Lee Hom's W H Y comes on and you freaked out
i miss the Mondays when we watch America's next top model cycle 6

you know who you are , babe.

and i do really miss those times we had

sometimes i wonder if we made a mistake by moving out

but one thing's true

i never regret meeting and knowing you

given the oppurtunity to be your friend

and i wish i could rewind back the time

to hold still ...

so that we are still naive and nothing disturbs our peace

where you chase green butterflies and i listen to Jay

i miss you and what we had

always ..


Sincerely ,

-JazzyWazzy-

Labels: emotion, memories

;9:41 PM

today is mother's day .. and it's the day for us to stop moving and appreciate our mom .. after all they are the reason we are here .. =) ..



i have exam tomorrow. .. boo hoo.. hate exams.. =( ... so lazee wanna study..



i dunno what to buy for mom .. every year for mother's day .. when i sorta buy her something .. then she smiled .. and i asked her what she really want for next year, she tells me ..



" no need to buy anything la. i rather you keep the money and use it on something else, thus i'll be happy" ..



so ok lor ... i don't buy anything lor.. smaller stuff maybe .. like earrings .. yeah .. once i even bought two small tortoises (blue and pink) magnet and a small glass bottle from Living Cabin.. that tortoises to symbolize my parents so that they will have a long life =) .. and always together so they are stuck on the magnet.. hehe ..



hmm i dunno what to get my parents actually.. they seem to be content with whatever they have ... once when i was in secondary school... i came home and made a three photo frame from top to bottom for my dad's bday. spent the whole day doing it and then i put the photos of me and my siblings when we were babies.. the top one is of course yours truly, then Jake and then Jan's pic.. now the frame is stuck on mummy's dressing table.. =)



what do i do for father's day this year? or dad's bday in July? hmm..



oo.. sis just got mummy something for mother's day .. hehe .. OMG , i feel bad..



anyways before i end this post for today and go back to studying ... yeah right ..




HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

to my mom, my aunties, grandmas and all the mothers around the world !!

hehe ..

Labels: anniversary, family

;9:25 PM

wee.. haven't been here in a while .. now currently at home and on dad's labtop.. finally the torturous week is over ..

but exam is next week...

fuck that. it's time to sleep. FYI [ for your information ] , i have slept less than 8 hours in the last 4 days. assignments after other...

i had half an hour naps so that makes it like two or three naps = 1 and 1/2 hour of sleep per day ..

and when it's so hectic.. i don't have the mood / appetite to eat. thus causing minor problem for my tummy >:( ..

there was one day when i didn't touch any food for 24 hours .. :( .. and the oh so clever me .. had twisties and 7 up for breakfast last weekend...

it's good to be home finally.. finally some time to sleep... damn exams next week and week after next... screw it ..

i want some sleep!! the weird part was when i came home .. when i went to bed at 12 am last night, i felt weird.. like wow.. is this normal?

lack if sleep for the past 4 days have make my head spin.. i felt numb when i brush my teeth and wash my face.. like .. it's been so goddamn long !! this basic things in life i have missed...

aside from that. after being a leader for one of our report writing assignment, i realized what is groupwork.. i realized that when you are in a group, every support and effort counts ... it's not right if ur group members are doing work / struggling / not sleeping and you doze off in your own sweet land. .. offended? ain't sorry .. ..

anyways , dun wanna tok about this assg de ... i wanna be free... i wanna study .. no, scratch that ..

thing have been dry with him lately.. hmm.. now i have more time, maybe things will improve again ...

sorry, no pix today .. once again.. dad's labtop ..

desperate housewives!! here i come!! waa .. .

Labels: ASSignment grumble, daily rant, emotion, offensive

;6:47 PM

yep, no kidding .. my life is currently a joke! .. *cries*

lately, been going to bed at 4 - 5 am and wake at 2 pm!


OMG WTF .. -.-''


lunch? what's that? i dun take lunch.. maybe once or twice..



then work

work

work



blog

work



dinner? no need la .. *cook instant mee*

work

chat

chat

work

OMG .. 2 am de? haven't shower ..shyte..

shower

work

friendster

blog hopping

yawn.. 4 am de O.o

sleep

*target to be up by 10 am*

*woke up*

waaa... 1:30 pm.. -.-''

man, my body will break down before i'm 30 ..

face oily, teeth dirty, hair messy = WHO CARES .. no mood to do all that ma..

oh the bright side,

i think i lost weight . i THINK..

sigh, who can end my misery.. *kicks pebbles emo-ly*

*returns to flash*

random pix ahead ..

my new Leo necklace ..yesh, my fingers are chubby >.<

and lookie at our duckie toothbrush holder .. cute right?

and for you..

=)

packed with assignment but yet blogging =S

-jlyn-

Labels: ASSignment grumble, pix

;4:32 PM

gee, I'm too nervous. it's my first time here.. haha..

okay, okay.. I am Marvic Therese.. yes, but my friends call me Marese.. ^^,

oh, btw.. Ate Jaz (Ate=sister) she is soooooo cool! haha. tsk.. i dunno.. I just like her personality. Having her as a friend is super uber hooh! words are not enough to explain. haha.

One day, I was just blog hopping. And then, poof! I reached Ate jaz's blog!

"ooh, waaw.. nice blog eh.. I'm gonna link this!" - that's what I said to myself after reading her blog. (evil smile! hihi)

Then, I add her in my YM! yey!.

She influenced me about Jay chou! haha. She gave me songs of Jay. I listened. So nice the music hah!

Labels: guest blogger

;10:26 PM

it's a saturday. i'm in cyber. boo hoo. dad called me to ask about Colby. and in the end..

Dad : you got enough money or not to last till next week?
Me: yeah, got.
Dad : sure not coming back this week?
Me : yeh. got work.
Dad: do your prayers ya. take care.
Me: ok

then i hang up ASAP before i start crying.

yep. screw me. i'm sappy. bratty. whatever.

anyways , reason for changing my blog link?

two days ago on skype, was voice chatting with a China guy.

*usual chatting going on*
Me : umm.. i wanna go out for a while.
Guy: are you coming back?
Me : yeah, half an hour liddat

* really enjoyed chatting with this guy and refuse to hang up yet..*

*gives blog address / hope he got something to do while waiting * - hesitate a bit -

fine and dandy.

next night.

Guy : i think u look lovely. especially the pix with the guy
Me : *confused* which guy?

*he tries to send me pix of myself with syazwan that i posted long long time ago*

Me : *freaks out* OMG .. this guy saves my pix

and after i told him how he freaked me out, he insist

Guy : i just wanna save your picture and look at it when i miss you

WTH .. scary wei.. alto he claim to delete my pix.. but oh well.. for some reasons , i felt creeped out and changed my blog link..

i could make it private but then i have to send out invites and i'm so lazee to do so..

Me : i deleted my blog de cause of you.. i'm scared

Guy : i'm sorry.. i'm not a bad guy.. plz trust me ..

how can i trust you ? i barely know you.

after that incident, i dun gib out much about myself anymore ..

sorry for those who have to relink me .. appreciate it .. and alto i love my previous blog link .. *sorta sick of putting 87 into things* i have no choice .. =(

haish, what to do .. price paid for being too nice to strangers ..

ala, other people save your pix and never tell you, how?

at least i dunno ma! tell me de i freaked out lor ..

**
haish, time to return to flash! ..

assignmentS vs me

i predict sleepless nights. man, i wish to skip this week.

bleurgh.

-jlyn-

psstt : submission on Tuesday , Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.

can die anot? =(

Labels: ASSignment grumble, chit chat

;5:10 PM

today i shall post a blog .. a blog that is way overdue .. maybe a year two days overdue perhaps?

i wanna talk about my ex roomie .. yesh , Suki Teh.. it's you!



haha .. i remember the first time i met suki when we had to be roomies in hostel.. and since she find it hard to pronounce JazLyn, i make her call my chinese name instead.. ^.^

throughout one whole year staying with her, i have no problem at all (although we speak like chicken and duck) .. i'm english spoken and she's chinese spoken.. i give in and speak mandarin

to say we're the close of friends would be a lie because we rarely share secrets and such .. but once in a while, we settle down and exchange some heart felt comment about other things..

she loves pink, just like me .. so it's fun to have someone with the same color interest .. teehee.. i miss having her as my roomie sometimes..

i still remember when i din have enough tracing paper to cover my artwork, she gave me hers and told me to use it as her class was in the afternoon and she still can get it the next morning while i'm in class.. sweet or not le? hehe ..

psst.. she can tolerate my messiness .. >.<'' hehe .. Suki.. i know it's 2 days late oh but still..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH!!!

when i got problem, i know i can count on you to be my ear and to zip my secrets up..and you also always give me encouragement and moral support .. muax.. lub you!

ni shi wo de hao peng you!

psst, photos editted by Suki herself, I stole them from friendster..

psssttt, sorry guys, she's taken =P

Labels: bday wish, memories

;2:03 PM

ahhh.. since my dad decided to upgrade my phone soon (not too soon.. have to wait till i'm officially 20 =/ ) .. i'm having trouble as to which phone i'm looking for ...


now, i'm very particular about design .. and i'm just wondering which phone to look at..


i'm sick of exposed keypad so i decided to get a flip or slide phone.. and i only trust nokia..




no offense to other brands ..


my current phone is ...



love it but it's time i get a new phone ..



and his phone ..






i feel the design looks weird.. and i dun like the one button in the middle = /


here's a few i have in mind ..

nokia 7373 .. looks cute right? but the shape is slighty odd ..

nokia 7390 .. i adore the color combo.. so pretty but somehow scared it might get dirty

or nokia n80. the phone wu chun is using currently.. looks nicely but manly.. so i guess it doesn't go with me ..

hmm, which phone to buy le ? and oh is it good to buy flip / slide phone .. ?

i have this habit of closing and opening my phone .. but maybe it's temporary??

sometimes i thought "nah, i don't wanna change my phone" but then my sis uses this!

how can i as the older sister lose to her ?? =P .. so help me decide ya ? ;)

phone frenzy ,

-jlyn-

Labels: daily rant

;8:45 PM