today, i'm disappointed and sad .. why????

i took lrt then monorail to go times square .. something i wouldn't have done .. but i did ..
i begged my dad to let me go and my dad reluctantly let me go ..

for what?



to see him...




but then .. i never expect so many freaking people to go there .. and the whole place was jammed packed ..

lotsa pushing, screaming , grinding.. i stood in the crowd for 5-15 mins with an uncle's big belly keep bumping into my back.. ewww eww ... =( .. so gross ..

the whole area was pretty crowded .. i was upset and just walked off for a while.. and i turned to my friend and said

"maybe later the crowd will lessen"

yeah right!

but i could only hope .. my body walked away from the scene but my heart was still in it so everytime i hear fan girls screaming .. i imagined he must have walked out, smiled and melted their hearts..

i'm going to be unreasonable and whine and complain here but some of the girls there don't even look like they graduate from primary school, yet they are there with high tech handphones and pushing me on every curve of my body, trying to squeeze thru..

then there are those aunties and uncles.. some with their daughters .. which i kinda understand but some are standing there, taking up space and just pushing with fan girls to get a glimpse.. maybe they might be thinking

"what is this the girls are screaming about? i wanna kepo la .."

argh!! one of the aunties even elbow me .. hello!! auntie !! i din elbow you yet , you dare elbow me ...

some of them just bring kids along to watch .. as if it's some magic show .. and i am squashed at the back, jumping up and down to see my idol .. just a glance at him.. would be enough..

then they are those teenage boys with cameras high up.. just as excited as girls... haish ..

and there's those who don't even know who they are expecting!!

"who ah who ah"
"dunno"

u tell me la.. liddat the place got enough or not??

* top rant was just to bitch .. i'm fucking sad ok.. let me bitch !

i'm glad to see wu chun has so many fans but i'm sad i could not tell him that i love his fahrenheit's songs and he done a great job acting ..

i only managed to hear him sing "zhuan shu tian shi" .. only HEAR, not see... ='(

at least the security people were strict but friendly but what the hell.. it does not make up for wu chun..

and in the midst of it all, there's this pervert asshole who was caught for grabbing girls ass.. damn asshole .. good thing he's caught..

then i thought .. he's just a guy .. normal guy .. who just happens to be TALL and GOOD LOOKING .. and has an ATTRACTIVE VOICE ..

yeah.. @.@ ..

haish, in the end .. i came home with a magazine and a pink ring to soothe and console myself but then in my bag, lays the letter i had wanted to pass to him. :: slips into emo mode::

but then i will still continue to support him .. after all, that's what fans do, right? and it's not his fault that i din get to see him.. =)

hidden in a dark corner ..

-Jlyn-

wanna go curl up and drown in tiny tears ..

Labels: daily rant, emotion, offensive, wu chun

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