remember my post a lil while ago ? -- > post

"I shall leave my morning activity for another blog post for another day" - me quoted

well, actually that morning me , Rong and Shin went to do our community service / social work ..

see, i'm not a heartless bitch bad person

ok, so it's for our morale subject and we were running out of time

we went to educate the poor kids .. simple simple stuff..

the work starts at 10:30 am when the lil kids start arriving..

with their big innocent eyes, they look at us like they never seen people before

but luckily none of them were timid or disturbed by our presence

so we set the table and divide the lil kiddies into groups of 3 .

i was in charge of 4 boys

and the lesson begins ..

Where's Blue ?? ><

Teaching the kiddies

Draw the sun...

This is how you spell it ..

The living room itself

Learning to count to 5

Making sure they understand

They helped us cleaned up

Teaching colors

Sending them off .. bye bye !

Overall, we were happy and satiesfied with the kids..

They were cooperative so if you have time , do drop by and help them by teaching them stuff and such

or make donation so that they can continue learning .. =)

photo credit : Shin and Rong

Labels: memories, pix

;1:30 PM

The time was 2 am

Day was early Saturday morning

Condition of blogger : Bored

Location : My room

Then i saw them ..

Patchy got caught tangled on my tag >:(

Waddy and Snowflake listening to music

But somehow they got tangled up ..

Sparkles with doggies who fool with my gloves .. my performance glove!

Bear huggies !

Warm bear hugglez

Walao, Patchy and Peepi sitting on Wu Chun's face ! >:F

Peepi seems to be a Jiro fan >.<

Ted and Waddy fighting for my Fahrenheit photo album

Patchy sat on Wu Chun's face again!!

Fine, she like Arron Ya Lun =S

Peepi caught reading a book she's not suppose to

Sparkles love my anklet

ok, laugh ur heads off

i'm a 20 year old who still have soft toys and even name them ..

soooooo..

i think i must be really bored that night =D

oh, two days ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH WEI!!

You cute lil thing .. haha

Labels: bday wish, daily rant, pix, wu chun

;11:41 PM

i'm such a blog whore ..

i'm freaking busy and i spend 10 mins of time here , in bloggerland..

currently i have two assignment on hand ..

" eh two? like what the .. so little only.."

1 , 2 is little but the tedious work to produce these two is not easy ok ..

i been staring at After Effects the whole morning

well one hour since i woke up late cause i slept at 5 am

tomorrow is presentation de ..

no time to lose but i should update for sake of people like Xiao Mei who comes here constantly =P

well, umm all i can say is .. i think my body is breaking down.. my tummy especially .. sometimes it's well, sometimes it's not

i dunno what's wrong with me ..

ko said he dun wanna lose me .. walao, like i gonna die liddat .. =(

omg .. i'm sleepy again .. cannot le .. tomorrow presentation ..

then next week got flash cannonball game to hand up

then study for exam ..

come to think about it , since when FCM-er's have study week?

i don't recall having any study week since Alpha >:F

ah, after effect how i dislike you so now ..

but shall we cooperate and work together ..

just for a short period of time ..

?




credits to engrish.com

Labels: ASSignment grumble, daily rant

;12:01 PM

hey, just came back for a random post .. well, not exactly random but it's been a week since appreciation night .. *whine nostalgicly*

but anyways to those who care ..

here's some youtube links for the whole performance, quality is not so well..










it loads pretty quickly .. =)

so yeah, like i said for those who like to view ..

youtube thanks to StormRider

miss those times .

oh plz leave comment .

=)

Labels: anniversary, Project 50 : E3, youtube

;3:47 PM

random posting for the peeps that i been chatting with lately ..


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hehe, this is for now .. pardon me , i'm bored ..

if ur not here , ur much hated not forgotten

blah! .. just thought of saying smtg to those that been msn-ing and ym-ing me much lately

and oh one more thing


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what the hell happen to me ?

i think i been watching too much of chris crocker lately .. youtube this dude

listening to :- zui ai de ren bu shi ni - ronald cheng

Labels: daily rant, offensive, pix

;3:00 AM

i got this from friendster and thought it was kinda fun to put it here since Poh Wei posted it there .. so lemme rant a lil

LIFE SITUATIONS

1. If you were to find out you were
pregnant/impregnate someone right now
what would you do?
i never thought of that in my mind because i know i will never cross that line. i don't believe in premarital sex

2. Do you trust your friends?
i must say my trust has been given to a lot of friends in the past and almost each one was trashed so yeah, i still trust my friends but now i already expected the heartache

3. Would you move to another state?
i might move back to penang after i finish my education. time to go back to the roots

4. Do you believe that everything
happens for a reason?
how cliche it sounds. i believe more in karma and karma is the reason something happen.

5. Name one thing you would not
tolerate well in a relationship.
lack of attention. i am the attentive type so if he neglect me, i will be very upset

6. Which of your friends do you think
would make the best roommate for you?
i would say most of them, as long as they do not keep cockroaches as pets and have a 100 years old sandwich under their bed. get what i mean?

7. Do you think he/she loves you?
who is he?

8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
sometimes , depending on who he is but no matter how afraid i am, there's always hope and hope never dies

9. Is there someone who pops into your
mind at random times?
of course, random people pop up at random times. sometimes my national service friends, sometimes my performance buddies, sometimes i wonder how my old schoolmates are doing

10. Would you stop talking to your
friends because you hooked up with a
new guy/girl?
no, i won't but i know i will get a little carried away with the guy so i will try to adjust my times so that both side would be balanced and no one would feel neglected

11. Do you delete people on myspace
when you're mad at them?
i don't like to use myspace and even if i'm mad with people, unless they make me really freaking pissed off, like unforgivable angry then ya, i might consider deleting them

12. From your friends list, who can
you call in the middle of the night?
haha, i can tell you FCM people are awake in the middle of the night

14. Fill in the blank. I will ...
get at least all B's this sem *determined face* cause i blew my A chances T.T

15. What are your goals in life?
to be the daughter and person my parents always hope i will be. find love and wake up each morning with a purpose to create value around me.


17. Would you make a good parent?
i think i could on the things to do part , like nagging and concerning but i'm not sure about the cleaning after kids part XD

18. Where was your default pic taken?
my friendster default picture was taken in d23ab where i'm residing. the lights are yellow, we call it the romantic light

19. What is your middle name?
khai. i used to be called that when i was back in high school, people tend to forget my name. did you know the name jazlyn was created only before uni

20. Hotmail or AOL?
AOL is more of the American side. So yeah hotmail

21.What's on your mind right now?
A lot of random things. later got group work in my friends room. if dismissed earlier, maybe go to Jo's room to watch [Secrets]

22. When is the perfect date for you?
when? depends on doing what

23. Ever had a heartbreak?
of course, the heart is such a fragile organ. mine is . it breaks easily , far more fragile than glass

24. Do you wear contact lenses or
glasses ?
glasses but planning to switch to contact by end of the year. i'm afraid of infection and such le. how? =P

25. What was your dream about last
night?
i only barely had 2 hours sleep this morning and i was dreaming of my flash and how i completed the animation with the audio and it was filled with Jay songs

Labels: tag

;12:17 PM

This took place 10 years ago .. (yes, i was only 10 )


There was a boy who always come around my place to use my pink sharpener, 2 or 3 times per day.

8 years ago, when we were 12, we were once again in the same class.

he was hanging with naughty kids and ahem .. they play naughty games. =D

Now *fast forward* 8 years later, i found him back, in friendster

- poser!!! =P -

And the sad part is ?

I was not registered in his brain cells. >:F

Benjamin Boey does not remember his old school mate ='(

ngek ngek ngek ~~ but it's cool

as long as i remember, then it's cool

let him take his time.

i recalled that he was nice but annoying nuisance in primary.

it feels good to find back yer old schoolmates and such because it's the time for reunion and exchange stories that begin with

"that time when we were younger.. "

and lots of denial

" i was innocent that time. so small dunno what i was doing"

and of course gossips

" remember that time when .. "

Aside from Ben B, i found another old school mate too.

- the guy i picked on -

Wai Ken remembers me *whew* and he sat at the back of me in standard 6

of course he remembers me, we used to pick on each other

but like he said

that was all in the past. we were young and ignorant.

haish, been hit by the nostalgic needle.

if only i could turn back time and tell them how our future (present) hold, it would be so cool.

*smiles*

photos credit to friendster

p/s : HAPPY 23th BIRTHDAY TO COUSIN KAI XIAN (tomorrow)

Labels: bday wish, emotion, memories, pix

;7:09 PM

yesterday ( Saturday ) has been a significant day for me. I shall leave my morning activity for another blog post for another day

on Friday night, we had a reunion for performers / committee around my area.

in the past, whenever i watched Survivor's reunion, i wonder how they feel. like all the drama, struggle and what nots are history now. now they can make peace and be friends and laugh at the old times.

that night i felt it. it was undescriable but i'll try ok.

there were some people there celebrating with us that night. there was questions asked for us, performers such as

" how did you feel about the whole performance?"

" did you willingly joined?"

yeah, such things . then we had an eating session. our performance video was shown but watching it didn't make me go WOWWWWWW .. it just made me go ooo .. that's it -.-''

we had to perform our aerobic steps .. and although i was like

" ahh .. paiseh le .. "

i was really proud inside =) .. proud that i was in this big group which made it =)

then the next day, we went to see exhibition at Jalan Imbi there and this is what i learn about nuclear war ..

PLEASE SAY NO TO NUCLEAR ..

here ya go --> ICAN



anyways when we arrived at the location, we met up with our group members for the final time.

one disappointing news was when i just reached there, Joseph smsed to inform us that he cannot be there for our Appreciation Night. *sad*



Never mind, the night must go on.



We watched the performance video again and i have to say, this time with the people and the different atmosphere there, watching it made me wanna cry. it was so beautiful, so solid, so nice that it made me feel so surreal that i actually joined this project and i was 1 out of those 1500 there. =) =) =)



i managed to control my tears though and this time the video just took my breath away.



i have to admit, i miss practice and i miss the 'torture' we had to go thru. it's like a suffering and sacrifice but in the end, it is all worth it . It's like willing to sacrifice because in the end, u know u will be so damn happy and it will be so worth it.



i recall my first day .



Sam actually keep asking me to join this project. I joined only because she said these.



" You try for one day, if you don't like, you can quit"



I learnt everything on that day reluctantly because at the back of my mind, I wanted to quit at the end of the day. I really do.



But by that night, Joseph had given me a role and suddenly there was a sense of commitment and responsibility for E3.



That night when i returned home, my mom asked will i go for practice tomorrow



I opened my mouth and said " yes"



As cliche and classic as it sounds, the rest is history =)



i have no regrets.

To my E3 members, you guys are always in my mind, eventhough some of us never really spoke to each other before, i still treasure you. Believe me =)



Haha, i think you guys are sick of my emo-ness so i better stop but yeah.. I miss you guys and you guys are always the best.



-E3 member -



No. 10







- E3 after performance -

p/s :- i was so reluctant to give back the uniform. *sniff* ..

Labels: emotion, memories, pix, Project 50 : E3

;1:15 AM

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Very Slight
Dysthymia:	Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Very Slight
Cyclothymia:	Slight-Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Slight-Moderate
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

According to the above test, I'm slightly depressed. Hmm.. good sign eh ..

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Wahahahaha ... i so totally agree, my pride is my deadliest sin .. and my lust is so low *angelic look*

Wrath comes in second.. so so true.. *nod* I'm a bomb waiting to explode

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.6
Mind:	5.4
Body:	6.4
Spirit:	5.8
Friends/Family:	3.2
Love:	2.9
Finance:	4.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

i take care of my food and such .. *nod* body .. my love life look very sad *sob*

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

very true .. i find lil things joyful ..

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

hehe .. true..! i like heart shape stuff !

You Are 64% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close. But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

wooweee... proves i'm damn pure and innocent

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

It's all about me!!!!

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

wakakakaka.. .ko! see , i where got dirty minded

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere. You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant. From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

hmmm ok ...

You Are 66% Jealous

You're a pretty jealous person, and you've started to let it really effect your life. While it's natural to feel a little envious of what people have, it's never healthy to take it to these extremes. Focus on what you've got going on. And improve on the things you don't like. Being truly happy with yourself is the only way to chase out the green eyed monster!

omg.. green eyed monster is me ! =D .. i cannot help but agree

Your PMS Disaster Level: High

You are definitely a PMS disaster! At least you're only scary a few days of the month.

nah proved jor! .. so back off when i ask to back off =D

You Are 62% Open

You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly. And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint. You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!

=] true true.. i talk a lot

Your Lust Quotient: 19%

Congratulations, you have your lust under control. It's not that you aren't a lustful person, you just like to save it for the perfect occasion!

agree!! haha

ahhh after all the quiz posting and all of them true .. i wanna post random pictures of food that i been snapping

- fried rice from penang house -



- wantan mee from ss3 -

* notice how small the bowl of wantan soup is >.<

- chicken porridge -

- sis western food -

we made green apple juice last weekend .. slurp !

- apples murdered -

oo, tonight is reunion dinner .. hehe =P

tomoro have to go do social work .. =D

and lately , i been finding old friends from old school days =]

oh yeah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LIANG!!

Listening to : Kuai kuai kuai - Cao ge

Labels: bday wish, daily rant, pix

;12:38 PM

WARNING : LONG POST OF UNPROFESSIONAL PICTURES AND GRATITUDES ..

*********************

oh hell, i'm still in the merdeka mood .. *sighs*

but right in this post, i wanna thank everything that i have

The people

Thank you to the PIC's who always trained and push us forward every practice

- the blue people , standing -

Thank you to the committee members and stage crew and all the backstage people because we wouldn't function without you
- the black crew -

Thank you to the First Aid committee for always being there through our tough times

- stomachache medicine -

Thank you for the Happiness PIC who fans us when we are tired from practice and always talk and encourage us to move on Thank you to the kitchen crew who always cook our food for us. The food were delicious but I'm sorry I didn't always managed to finish everything. =(

*****
To the things that were provided to us all this ..
Thanks for the endless supply of water to make sure we can keep striving

Thanks for the extra isotonic push



Thanks for the apples to keep us fit

Thanks for the constant bread so that our stomach won't be empty



Thanks for the little souvenir made for memory



Thanks for the tag that proof i'm there



- ic and last name censored -

Thanks for the constant guidance written for us



Thanks for the poncho to shield us from the rain

- crumpled poncho -

Thanks for the one time KFC dinner on final rehearsal night

Thanks for letting us borrow another shirt when we were soaking wet

*****

On the big day itself

Thanks for the good luck charm that was handed to us on our way in


Thanks for the beautiful uniform lent to us. Yes, it's beautiful
- i had to give back my cap earlier =( -

Thanks for the ice cream that was rewarded after the performance

- cornetto, yummerz -

Thanks for the flag that I will raise high



Thanks for the flower given stating that we are excellent

- beautifully hand made -

Thanks for the sweet medal that we got when we reached home to pick up point

- creatively made =) -

********

To my E3 members

Thanks for the birthday wishes written on the card



Thanks Shan for the card made and Angela for the chocolate



Thanks to all for being my friends Thanks for the formation and counting papers. Without it in the first place, we would be lost

- which flow? which step to turn? -

Out of the stadium..

Thanks to my parents who constantly support me to go for practice

Thanks to Mr Khoo and others that always constantly fetch us Thanks to the supporters that came to cheer us on Thanks to the supporters that cheer us home and congratulate/celebrate with us

I hope I had not forgotten anyone. If I did, I'm sorry but it doesn't mean I am not grateful. I am so ever thankful and grateful. Most of all, thanks to Sensei. Your encouragement and words were our driving force.Arigato

Labels: family, memories, pix, Project 50 : E3

;1:28 PM

i have no mood to blog but i feel like i ought to say something here .

lemme recap one day ago

i arrived at Stadium Negara ( National Stadium ) around 4 pm- ish

Between 4 pm till 8 pm something , we had our dinner, took photos and changed into our uniforms.

We even managed to rehearse our counting twice, while sitting in our seats ..

Then it was show time.

I'm not lying when I say i'm nervous, i was very confident but still nervous

My nervousness strikes and i feel light headed, seriously i feel like passing out any minute.

And right before our performance starts, i feel like going to the toilet .. AGAIN!

shit, but i managed to push aside very damn thing and did my performance, my part the best that i could.

all the while, mumbling my counting and still feeling like half conscious.

actually all the while on the platform itself, my heart was thumping and i felt an out of body experience.

like i had no control over my body. but in the end, we succeed and Soka Gakkai Malaysia once again created history.

i'm very proud of us =]

i received smses from members congratulating us and koko even sms me and said it was GREAT .. that moment, i almost felt like crying.

for someone who is watching at home, for someone who is not there to watch and said it was great.. then it really meant something.

we celebrated a little , lots of group photos were taken and for the first time since practice, i wished we could stay there a little longer. it is after all my last practice, our final performance and i get to meet this bunch of great people here.

we are excited that we were successful.

but as they said, all good things must come to an end.

we took the bus home and it was a strange sense of disturbance + calmness .. this is the final time i'm doing this .. taking this bus home ..

when we arrived at our pick up point, there were people there cheering us and congraluting us , saying thank you for a wonderful performance but deep inside, i feel like we should thank them instead.

i come home and i feel a little empty.

question linger in my mind

when will i see E3 members again?

however on 31th August 2007, we had once again created history! =D

p/s : there will be two more posts on this ... and there will be photos up, i promise

Labels: emotion, memories, Project 50 : E3

;11:18 PM